I feel like I should, I wish another person, a person who deserved life and would change the world was born instead of me.
I have done nothing, I feel I have not made anyone's life easier.Why am I here?
do I even have a purpose, a reason?
everyday is so fucking long. I feel like this will never end and I am only 21. I think that is a very sad thought for a person to have.
I am constantly just waiting for anything and everything. I am sad, I am so sad at the bottom of it all. At the end of the day I am so over it, I dont know why I cant figure anything out for myself. Why I am not moving forward, why I am so far behind, why i feel nothing, why i feel not here. why why why why why i cant shut my fucking brain off please just give me one fucking second oh god please
